I JUST GOT NEW LIFE. I MEAN TO SAY I JUST FACED BAD ACCIDENT AND WAS ABOUT TO DIE BUT COZ OF THE HELP SO MANY PPLS I AM RECOVRING. BUT I THING IS FOR SURE I CANT GET MY FACE BACK AS I WAS BEFORE. I HAVE A LOT OF SCRATECHES IN MY FACE AND IT REMINDS ME THAT ACCIDENT.

ACCIDENT TOOK PLACE WHILE WE ARE ON THE WAY TO POKHARA( ON OF THE CITY OF NEPAL) WE WERE THERE COZ OF SMALL TASK BUT BEFORE FINISHING THAT TASK ACCIDENT TAKED PLACE AND WE WERE IN HOSPITAL. IT IS REALLY HORRIBLE TO BE IN HOSPITAL WITH SCRATCHED FACE AND LOT OF OTHER DAMAGES

I JUST LIKE TO THANK GOD FOR THIS NEW LIFE.

today is my mum's birthday. and i am missing her so much. i cant call her to say "happy birthday mum" but i am missing her very very much. and i guess this is the best way to wish her a very very happy birthday. i know she cant read this but i will here try to celebrate her b'day with m TIG friends.
ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM
I LOVE YOU A LOT.

I just wonder why my and my parent's views are so different. Each and every time we've some problem to disguises about which we have different view. This time the topic is little but different. This is about my future. About my life.
Well talking about this topic, first I'd like to say what my parents want. They want me to get married and continue there traditional business, but I don't want to get married and even I don't want to continue the biz that my parents are doing, I just want to be free, I just want to know this world more, I just want to explore the world and just want to do what I like to do. But they take this as a negative result of the freedom that I am getting from them which is not true in my view. This is my life and I want to do what I want to do. I don't want to do the thing that other orders me to do.

Generally what I want to do is not acceptable for my parents and I can't accept the thing that they want. Coz of this every day of mine is passing of confliction and don't know how to solve this problem.

i just want to get ride of this all.

Hindus greatest festival- dashain is heading toward us and every one of us may have some specific plan to celebrate it. But this time I am not going to celebrate it. It not coz I don’t like it, I do. But also I am not going to celebrate it. There are millions of people who can’t celebrate it coz of there financial problems and some other problems. this time I am going to be with these kids to feel what they feels bout this this time I am going to visit some orphan house and some other place instead going back to my family and celebrating it. I know coz of my decision my parents and my respected will be hurt. but more then there happiness there is a lot of things to be done to make thousand of orphans happy, its time to make others happy not your self to be happy coz if you can make one face smile your will automatically smile and its gives you great satisfaction.

if i can just one reply from you it gives me great pleasure and great satisfaction thinking that there is some one who thinks in the way i do

isan